Just kidding! There's no verdict yet. Quick recap: on Wednesday I sat an exam had a Mega Job Interview and they said I'd maybe have an answer by the end of the week. It is Monday. I do not have an answer. I have been trembly like a rabbit, one who sits exams and then… Continue reading And The Verdict Is…
warm and smooth, almost clammy from anxiety. the soft lining of a favourite jacket is comforting a friendly kiss of solace. cold and neat carefully manicured to work. the aircon cools the area trembles smoothed out by familiarity and acclimatizing. trembling ever-so-slightly or steady. an encounter too perfect to be a collision - and another.… Continue reading Poetry 101 Rehab: Skin
So, I have a job interview next week. I've got five days to go nuts with anxiety do my research. I've prepared, mentally. I've got notes written, I'm setting out my outfit and picking out subtle jewellery. I've had my major nerves session, which means it's out of the way and I can channel the… Continue reading Word Crush Wednesday: Fear
shards of glass, everywhere.blue, purple, green -jumbled, mismatched.i've got no idea where to start.lost and unsure -anxiety turns blood to ice.warmth is fleetingly crueland sometimes in charge.no news yet -that column's blank.ironic then, that itook art history.two out of three done -awaiting the third.write a pretty storycreate futile distractions.time to take up the tweezers.
eyes firmly fixed, gaze of steel, a spell keeping me pinned - it's nerve-wracking.